Been pretty unhappy lately. Allowing myself to be unhappy actually. Really don't want to be this way anymore:'(
Plenty of ideas that I want to execute in a short while (thanks Felix for this totally in apt expression) Gonna push myself to get them done! In stead of moping around at home like a dead soul.
MARCH WILL BE BETTTER!!!
lost hopes and loop holes GET AWAY FROM ME!~
Wednesday, February 29
Tuesday, February 14
I don't know
Seems to be one of my favourite phrases of late.
Everything is a blur, unknown. I'm not sure what I'm doing. At times, I'm aware, but most of the time it just blurs past.
There's so much I would love to do, kill to do. But things are always seemingly out of reach. They can be presented right under my nose, only to slip out of my grasp in a snap.
I'm not even sure where to go and look anymore.
Today was Drago's 12th birthday. And he's becoming really big. I uncovered an essay I wrote about him for school when I was 15. Can't believe how much he's grown, and how much more he needs to grow. Seeing him is like seeing me when I was 12. Well, in some ways. Similar DNA runs in our blood.
Hopefully, the coming week and coming months will be better. Hopefully my mind treats me right.
Happy Valentines' everyone! I miss the girls school days where no one (hardly anyone I think?) will feel lonely<3
Laneway was really great, took me out of the blues, left me feeling I could take on anything and still be happy. But Monday brought me back to reality. Guys, back to work.
Everything is a blur, unknown. I'm not sure what I'm doing. At times, I'm aware, but most of the time it just blurs past.
There's so much I would love to do, kill to do. But things are always seemingly out of reach. They can be presented right under my nose, only to slip out of my grasp in a snap.
I'm not even sure where to go and look anymore.
Today was Drago's 12th birthday. And he's becoming really big. I uncovered an essay I wrote about him for school when I was 15. Can't believe how much he's grown, and how much more he needs to grow. Seeing him is like seeing me when I was 12. Well, in some ways. Similar DNA runs in our blood.
Hopefully, the coming week and coming months will be better. Hopefully my mind treats me right.
Happy Valentines' everyone! I miss the girls school days where no one (hardly anyone I think?) will feel lonely<3
Laneway was really great, took me out of the blues, left me feeling I could take on anything and still be happy. But Monday brought me back to reality. Guys, back to work.
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