Nothing ever ever seems to work out the way you want it to,
and no matter how bravely you try to face up with it, you still crumble
Always midway in, and midway out.
Crumble is such a deliciously painful word
Have a merry xmas everyone, I had a great start but i'm sure that as the day carries on i'll definitely let them thoughts get into me.
Missing granny, sis, cousins, loved ones too much now
Goodnight<3
Saturday, December 24
Sunday, December 11
Dearest Granny
So basically, things have been shaken up pretty drastically.
What am I doing here now? When I should really be driving my fabric scissors down your throat?
You caused your mother so much pain and still remain plainly oblivious and blind. Driven only by greed and by money. Both of you, husband and wife, you are not so different from one another. Only one motive in life- MONEY.
Yeah it is important, I go all out to make sure that I have enough money for myself. But you see, the highlight here is enough because it never seems to be enough for you guys. There must always be more more more.
More is always better, with more money, I wouldn't be stuck in Singapore, with more money, I wouldn't have to stand a noisy strange cranky home machine, I can just get a industrial machine. fuck might as well get a fabric printer and yeah hire some dyeing professionals too. Fucking hell money is important.
But what wouldn't I do for money? Hurt my family? Become a heartless prick? Be an asshole to the people who stick to you even though you are poor?
Alright, it's not even making sense anymore.
Point is, really, there are still things that are more important than money. Never understood why ties have to be broken because of this piece of cotton. (in today's sense plastic)
You want some muslin instead? It's cotton too.
You drove your mum out, well she left on her own accord. But after all these years of tolerating, what made her leave only now? And you still blame her.
Yeah go on, blame everyone else but you.
What am I doing here now? When I should really be driving my fabric scissors down your throat?
You caused your mother so much pain and still remain plainly oblivious and blind. Driven only by greed and by money. Both of you, husband and wife, you are not so different from one another. Only one motive in life- MONEY.
Yeah it is important, I go all out to make sure that I have enough money for myself. But you see, the highlight here is enough because it never seems to be enough for you guys. There must always be more more more.
More is always better, with more money, I wouldn't be stuck in Singapore, with more money, I wouldn't have to stand a noisy strange cranky home machine, I can just get a industrial machine. fuck might as well get a fabric printer and yeah hire some dyeing professionals too. Fucking hell money is important.
But what wouldn't I do for money? Hurt my family? Become a heartless prick? Be an asshole to the people who stick to you even though you are poor?
Alright, it's not even making sense anymore.
Point is, really, there are still things that are more important than money. Never understood why ties have to be broken because of this piece of cotton. (in today's sense plastic)
You want some muslin instead? It's cotton too.
You drove your mum out, well she left on her own accord. But after all these years of tolerating, what made her leave only now? And you still blame her.
Yeah go on, blame everyone else but you.
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