Westlife

This depresses me

Like I've said before, and like MsTeh has told me before,

being an artist is so much more liberating then being a designer.

If only if being an artist can feed me financially. In the end, we really do have to think about money don't we?

There is really something else more to life than just money right?

Subtly subtly, step by step

There was once a blacksmith's daughter, whom a sailor took to wed,

she dreaded fire and she dreaded water.

Their love was bound to go off the boil

Sorry that I even got it started

No turning back now

Blurred excursion

Relationships are scary oh my

Never to believe

It's almost like a double life. Doing one thing at one point, and proclaiming otherwise

Having two types of mindset

Having two points of views

Having two behaviours

Having to do it two different ways

Having to understand is so damn important isn't it?

Am I causing too much of a hassle

Too hard hard hard hard. Changes too much much much

Beats by the bay

This sickens me so badly

Weekend passed in a slowmotion chaotic manner. Everything swirled around me

Purple

I think, I am, totally utterly clueless sometimes. But it's fine being this way

Day 11- A deceased person I really wish I can talk to

I believe he doesn't read this. Neither does he know english

he only knows hockchia

Seems like granny has a lot of respect for you, am I wish I know what kind of person you were.

She speaks of you, and holds the image in her heart as she speaks, and it's strange to see that kind of a look in her eyes when talking about you. I almost wish I can be living in her mind, seeing what she saw and what she remembers.

Memories tend to disappear. No matter how bright the moment seems, no matter how much you say, I WANT T REMEMBER THIS FOR LIFE.

I just doesn't really happen that way

It makes it even more fascinating to see her this way.

You seemed full all wisdom, kind, calm, and steady. Maybe that explains why granny is like that now, she takes after you, her father.

I'm not even sure how I'm supposed to address you. But thank you, for allowing my granny to be strong, stubborn and the person she is today

Seems really promising, everything

Let it go on,

because it won't return

because it's the way it is

because i love it that way

and things won't change

we can wish for it

to keep on coming,

but it turns away,

the other way

away from where it goes

but you'll always follow it

always following something

but we like it that way don't we?

pursuing

yeah, we do, of course we do

maybe we don't

but

we still do it

does that not mean that you like it?

yes, pay no attention, pay none whatsoever

there goes my july pay~~

I think

that the Sun and the Moon are divorced

Things will never be simple and clear cut.
Hmm, nope nope nope
Not in a thousand years

Done with printing the post cards, now I'm left with cutting it:)
and I'll do it at work- Cathay today:) I'm not sure if my work was good, but I don't think it was shitty either?
Submission tomorrow at 3.

Holidays are promising, with time spent on my friends and myself (of course) Need some rest!
I thought I could spent time with gran but she packed off to Cambodia, so I guess not?

My days are draining off really quickly, and half the time's spent on work.
Really hope that I'll get to meet Weihui etc and Cat etc of course!

choice

this is cute.

Not here nor anywhere.

But not too far off. I will get there somehow

You realise the sun don’-go down
It’s just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

It's such a difficult feeling to comprehend. Maybe it's the post menstrual shit again, but still can't help feeling terrible

Anyway, digi submission is extended.

Did I mention that I got to meet up with ros and cat last week? It's feels nice. Always have. Thank god for you girls.

Omg seeing cleo's photos on her blog make me feel so distant from her, my sister look like that already, mymy we have grown man. Gone are the days where she says throw my tissue paper for me- why- because I AM OLDER. hehhh. Or like me stealing her kinder bueno.

Declaring war as of now

I'm under the dilemma as to whether digiess is more important or fabric book is more important right now

Sick thinking of having to deal with both at the same time. So it's digiess for now fabric book later. Doesn't seem like much to do for the fabric book, since most of the information was in the the group report already.

An besides, there's a quiz on wednesday, can study for that by doing the book on monday.

Looks like a long period of time without going onto Adium the duck, and possible sleepovers to do book overnight

And I got my pay today! I don't feel philantro-phic (?) towards my parents, who doesn't seem like they need my hundred odd filial money, considering the fact that father just bought beauty queen mummy a 1.8k miumiu bag. Haha, but it's all cool for my mummy! Like yay for her, she really wanted the bag for a while already. Though the green or purple as compared to plain old black would have been nicer.

Know like when you read a book, you tend to speak like it does? Yeah, I feel like I'm typing like them now. Book I'm reading is E-SQUARED. Pretty-laid back reading.

And back to digi now<3

point click stare. this is tiring. six by next week is so risky especially with weekend work:(

Photoshop Assignment

Putting it up for my sister in far away aussie to see:)

We sold singfest away today.

Can't wait for delphic next week!

No updates lately. Plenty to do!

- report on machines

- illustration

- 6 postcards

- collage

- FABRIC BOOK

mfucking word just hanged on me